Do you even care? Uh, oh
Do you even Understand? Uh, Oh
Oh, Yeah, you think your everything,
but you ain't,
you think your so smart,
you judge everyone and your not the kind of guy I want!
Chorus
Did you even Listen to me?
Or did you always listen to your looks,
Well, maybe you were a starter,
Maybe you were a wimp,
But I cannot judge you ,
For I'm, I'm a different type,
And just face it man,
You're a nice guy but inside you just don't have the guts.
Oh yeah, guts, oh yeah
You were a freak,
But you just couldn't face it,
You may have had the eyes,
And the hair,
But inside you were guilty,
And you didn't want to face it,
But when you grabbed the chance,
You just abused it,
And now I can't stand you anymore.
Chorus
You're rubbish,
Get a life,
You think you're the best,
But your abusing all the rules,
So get out of my life,
You thought if you acted like a celebrity,
You would get somewhere ,
But your not,
So quit it now,
Now, now, now
Chorus
Isolation surrounds me,
I cannot hide what I have lost,
Do you have to drag me behind,
Cos I didn't want this to happen.
The sun sets,
I can't see you,
I want to run away from my fears,
I want this panic disorder to go away.
Chorus
I'm and insomniac,
I seem to hide it away from everyone else,
But I can’t tell you.
It would rip off my appearance,
With no meaning to it.
I can't sleep,
I'm distressed,
So give an insomniac a chance.
Like whatever,
Says everyone,
Just cos I might be good,
Doesn't mean that I'm blind.
Yes, you might not expect it,
You might be stumped, but I can't even face it myself.
I see,
I'm different,
As I watch the hours pass by,
I want to be free,
From these panic attacks and this insomnia.
Chorus
Take a hike, guy,
I'm not free,
I can't seem to get you off my mind,
You run through my thoughts,
When I have my panic attacks,
To pass the time, I think of you,
Can't you face it,
I'm strange and it ain't my fault,
That I'm an insomniac and I'm literally insane.
This sexy hunk passes me by,
I can't undermine his life,
But he's got one hell of an attitude,
And I'm stumped to the bone.
You're a devil in all entirety,
Can't seem to get over that face, beautiful,
Attitude, rebellish and nice.
Chorus
He's one hell of a rebel,
And I'm an angel,
I have all the looks and he has too but for a hunk,
Should I really risk it,
He smokes, get out of my life,
He's my idol,
And I want to take a chance.
His performance is overwhelming,
He's taken me on a ride,
But maybe,
To make him notice me,
I should go to the dark side,
Undermined, searching for my inner self,
Taking in his breath,
Understanding him is a challenge,
But he's amazing,
But,
Chorus
Can I search his feelings,
I can't seem to see,
I want that confidence to rise,
And suddenly an angel is burnt,
On the fire and now she's a devil alive,
He's impressed, that's a start,
I'm troublemaker,
I don't obey the rules at all but he's mine now and I want to stay like this forever.
I see a friend,
A bit different,
It's not like I've not seen her for a while,
But my mind is hallucinating,
Until one of my friend tells me that she’s insane.
Gone loopy,
Never knowing where she’s going.
She used to be faithful,
Now she's gothic.
Chorus
Don't hear every word that I hear,
It doesn't make no sense and I feel different,
I know that once I was strange,
But I overcame it,
And I'm sane and I know where I am,
With my friends,
And all my enemies,
But she doesn't know where she is going.
But who the hell is that person,
Like a ghost in my life,
But who?
No denying,
I'm lost,
A puddle of water with my face in it.
I see everything that happens in a dream,
And I know it,
My life is intertwined in a rope,
Not knowing where I'm going,
But fate is the only thing that's leading me!
Chorus
Now I know,
My life is all but a dream.
The guys that I like are my destiny.
They are there for the taking and I know that some day,
I'll be free, from all this mess,
Never knowing,
Where I'm going,
Trying to become one,
Trying to understand,
A world that's meant to be.
Now I know my friend,
She's all alone.
She's abandoned,
Left alone by the love of her life.
She thinks,
He's hers,
But she’s faking.
Every word,
I hear is a lie from her mouth,
But is she lost?
Or is she found?
I gave you a warning and no one can live without a warning in their life,
Did you ever pay attention?
It's not easy to concentrate,
But really can you search the stars about me,
Can you observe that it is all a ride,
And it ain't real,
It's science fiction to you,
So don't believe it.
Chorus
I know your self-obsessed,
The world rotates around us,
It's confusing,
And I'm dumbfounded again,
Confused,
Cos rain falls to the ground and evaporates up again,
In a cycle of water,
But life, it's a warning, that if you don't understand, you have to accept it!
Death and birth surrounds everyone,
I can't seem to understand that feeling,
Heat and breathing is all we need but still, we're on the run,
From the constant cycle of life,
It's a ride, but can you take it,
You can never get off the ride.
Chorus
Does it ever stop?
Oh, no,
Give every person a chance,
But you have to accept it,
From birth to death,
The sun rises and sets,
And a new day arrives,
So accept the ride,
And don’t you moan, it's a warning,
So shut up!
The scenery incases me,
I feel needed somewhere else,
Trapped again,
From the mysteries that lie ahead,
But I still can't feel my feet on the ground,
This soil is different to my own,
The bird calls are different to my own,
But yet you still call,
On a land you wouldn't of thought of
Chorus
He's landed in a place I cannot bear to think of,
He's too far,
Too nice to be fair,
He's mysterious,
His hair is like a cornfield,
Blowing in the breeze I can't find at all.
I don't want to be here,
It's nice but it's hell from the one you love,
I departed so long ago,
And I still fear for your heart alive,
None of the others like me,
But you still try,
You never seem to understand my caution signs and warnings.
Chorus
Hell, I don't seem to feel that I am wanted in this world,
Hell is where I should be,
I cannot seem to smile without you,
But I can with your heart to warm me up,
Cos your too far,
And I want you close by.
Ravens fly by my head,
This would seem like death,
I cannot hide or fly away at all,
I want to see the moon in it's glory,
My friends neglect me,
My family bullies me,
But yet I can't seem,
To undermine my chances,
I see the bridge,
It's in my dreams,
Constantly I wish I could see the future.
Chorus
Can't you give someone a chance?
Can't you see I ain't the same,
Ravens, devils and graves,
The things that surround me,
I ask you a question but you don't reply,
Was I ever meant to be there for you?
Or was I never to live?
The adrenaline flows through my head,
I feel trapped in a world that don't exist.
But it wasn't meant for me at all,
The people I adored ganged up on me,
Left me to panic all the time,
Answer my calls,
Answer my fears.
Chorus
Take yourself from my clutches,
Leave me to die in a world,
I was never meant to be.
Ravens and devils gang up in my mind,
Trapped, crying out for help,
But I know I was never to live.
Thought I saw you in your car,
Perished in a fireball.
My heart felt as if I was burnt to ashes,
I can feel your skin,
I felt it on my heart,
It felt good and it felt hard.
Of all the nights I tried to forget you,
But constantly felt as if I was taking drugs,
Forgetting you,
Forgetting me,
Chorus
I tried to forget you,
But you may again try,
I perished in that fire with you,
I dreamt I was dead,
I dreamt I met you,
You left my local corridor,
And left me to depression,
Never under estimate the mind,
Cos insomnia and depression might follow.
Suicidal now,
That fire has got to me,
Incased me in this steel cage,
My friend keeps telling me, I was stupid,
But maybe I was,
My mind keeps wishing,
That you were gone,
I'd rather forget your name than to lose your face.
I made a point to burn the photographs,
And I was right,
Forgetting you,
Forgetting me.
Chorus
Hey,
Life's for living,
Oh, I wish it was,
Everyone thinks it's easy but now when you've lost your love.
Take my heart,
Burn it to ashes,
If that's the only way I'll forget him.
I'd rather die,
Go to hell with a dagger still in my heart,
Where I finally forgot you, was in this burning fireball
